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well...

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im thinking...

and thinking...

i think i got it...

or maybe not...

anyway.

i think i know what to do with my life...

well i at least have a clue...

i think im not cut out to be a scientist...

or a pharmasist for all that matters...

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i think that im gonna start learning about bussiness...

my father had a proposal from some big shots...

but my father cant do it alone...

hes just to old and tired...

someone will have to take over the new ?company???????? or whatever ...

and that will probably be me...

but...

i...

well lets say that its not easy to just quit doing what i was doing since i entered the university...

but...

well...

thats the gamble...

leave the university and get into the bussiness industry and make shitloads of money while risking everything...

or stay in the university and torture myself with knowledge that i will never use till some day i manage to get a degree...???

well it looks as if i already know the right way...

but...

leaving university?...

i guess that everything has its price in life...

but if the bussiness doesnt work???

oh god why do i have to think so much????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

anyway i got bored of living with my dad and mom and i got bored of not having a job and i got bored of still being a kid...
all my old friends have their jobs and their apartments and their money and yeah its not easy but its rewarding...at least i think so...being in a university and studying hard without any agknowledgement whatsoever is far worse than working...at least working in a job that pays you good...

well obviously i still havent figured what to do...

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